Avoidance

I have a problem with avoidance.

I avoid feelings. I avoid myself. I avoid confrontation. And I avoid about a hundred other things as well. The whole time I was home I just wanted to run back to Idaho. Now that I am back in Idaho I just want to go back home.

Once I find a routine here I will be fine and I'll begin to love it here again, I'm sure. I see Brother Barnes next Monday and even though I'm scared out of my mind, it's about time I talk to him. This Monday I need to see if my financial aid has come through yet and get a hold of Brother Galbraith. Then on Tuesday classes begin.

I pray that this semester I will learn how to stop avoiding things...